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Doctors find me alternately fascinating and frustrating, depending on whether they’re trying to figure out what’s wrong with me or just help me manage my already-discovered conditions. I figured heck, why not put things down on virtual paper? Might help people. Might entertain them. Might make me feel better putting things in words rather than just in my head. We’ll see.

The pony is an embodiment of me. She has Victorian Novel Syndrome. She’s interestingly pale and sickly and has Various Symptoms and is Fascinating. Her name is Ruby.

2024.

This last year has been one of ups and downs. I’m still very much in recovery, and will be for some time to come. Something I’m verbalising a bit more these days, at the urging of my psych (he thinks I internalise too much), is just how bad things got when I eventually got hospitalised…